I HEREBY BID GOODBYE TO THIS 3 YEAR OLD BLOG.

http://casualsequence.livejournal.com/

cya there!

5:14 PM

yes. i'm bored.

Do You Really Know Your Top 4 friends?
1. Amanda
2. Ignatius
3. Kylie
4. :D:D:D

PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE!

Who is Blood related to you?
[ ] friend 1
[ ] friend 2
[ ] friend 3
[ ]friend 4
[x] none
[ ] not sure

WHOS HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO
[x] friend1
[x] friend2
[x] friend3
[ ] friend4
[ ] none

Who have you known the longest?
Friend 3.

Who have you known the shortest?
Friend 4?

- - >>FRIEND NUMBER ONE< <- - 1. When is the last time you talked tohim/her? just few days back 3. Would you do anything for him/her? definitely 4. Do you talk to him/her every day? nope 5. How long have you known each otheR? 2 to 3 years plus -->>FRIEND NUMBER TWO< <-- 1. Do he/she live close to you? kinda 2. Do you trust he/she with anything? yeap 3. Do you know his/her parents? kinda 4. Do You Talk Everyday? perhaps FRIEND NUMBER THREE - - 1. How did you meet this person? same school 2. Where does this person live? near hougang green 3. Do you know his/her last name? yea 4. When was the last time you talkedto her/him? just few hours ago. :) 5. Do you enjoy spending time with himor her? hahahahha. YES! 6. Do you talk to them everyday? almost ------FRIEND NUMBER 4-------- 1. When was the last time you saw thisperson? SUNDAY :D 2. Do you know their parents? no. not at all 3. Is this person taller than you? yea 4. How long have you known each other? hmmm. we dont know each other yet? we dont even talk. hahaha
5. Do you talk to this person everyday?
-.- refer to NO.4

for todayyyyyy

buffet dinner at orchard hotel was...... not really good. the food was sooo-sooo && extremely limited. so i just ate a little and yea. couldnt be bothered to go get more food. hahaha. the brownies were nice though :)

then headed down with sister to cathy's B&J to watch SHOT perform. GREAT ;D

its alr the june holidays but it doesnt feel anything like the normal june holidays i used to have. but well. in the end it's all worth it ;)

and here's my BUSYYYYY june holidays schedule
JUNE;

1 - Prelims oral English.
2 - carwash fundraising!
3 - carwash fundraising!
4 - chem extra lessons
7 - chem extra lessons & confirmation camp
8 - number patterns work shop & confirmation camp
12 - nativity youth camp '07 (NYC'07)
13 - NYC'07
14 - NYC'07
18 - math extra lessons
19 - math extra lessons
20 - math & geog extra lessons
21 - math & geog extra lessons
22 - geog extra lessons

okay, so this kinda rounds up my whole june holidays. extra lessons & more extra lessons. especially the LAST week. :D and yes i've counted the days i've nothing on annnnddddd.... i've only like about 10 or less days which means nothing on at all. that is, including weekends how pathetic is O level life. i dread this EXCEPPPPPTTT those in BOLD though. oh well in the end. it's STILLL worth it. haha

finallyyyyyy, i'm considering changing blog to livejournal. if i can find a cool & nice name. hahaha. for now i'll just stick to my 3 year old blog.

sundays are exceptionally worth waiting for :D

1:17 AM

more pictures! i just grabbed from KHIM's blog! pictures credits: JANICE & KHIM! :D

what we do during mother tongue intensive :D

janice's phone's so super cool with all those cool effects & all. :D:D:D:D



char & her actions.
fat face!

1:33 PM

Thank God, parents meet wasnt that bad. they didnt nag as much as they did previous years. but i still hate it.



i wanna be this engrossed while studying :D this picture was a snapshot. so yea. i was that engrossed in that book. lol.
:D
cam's while cute shoe & char's black dirty shoe :D

O levels chinese is coming on monday 28/5/07. really really very very fast. i'm gonna read as much chinese compos so that i would have some ideas on monday. and PLEASEEEEE pray for me okay. thanks so much :)

byebye! i'm off to do chinese. i wouldnt mind being cheena for 1 day. cos it means i can get an A for chinese. but after i must change after that. lol. how crappy am i -.-

1:06 PM

i hate parents meet. and i hate it to the core.

i was thinking about it in school, and my feelings got total control over me. i couldnt control those tears just thinking how bad it would be after parents meet. it's alright, i dont think many would understand how i feel, cos seriously i think your parents understand you better than how my parents understand me. but still thanks you all for caring.

it's really really appreciated and just knowing that i've got friends like you all being there for me makes me feel blessed.


i love you all :)



and i keep on wondering, am i your shame? your disappointment? because i'm in normal acad means that i'm stupid? because i'm from normal acad means that you've no face to tell everyone about my studies or results or rather anything about me? because i'm from normal acad thats why you think that everything is easy. because i'm from normal acad means that i've wasted ONE year compared to those in express/special? and because i WAS from sngs means that i always MUST be top in class/level. expecting me to get a fucking A1 for all the subjects. just because i've got a really smart older bro&sis means that i MUST be the same as them. you keep telling me dont compare. but look who's talking. YOU ARE the one comparing. so i guess, it's cos i'm from normal acad, thats why you never ever will treat me like the
rest. because i bring you SHAME.

do you even know how tough it is? do you still think that this is as easy as your time? have you ever EVER considered how i felt? do you even know what i'm going thru? to you everything is result, results and results. and if it's bad it means that i've no future. it means that i'm brainless and hopeless and stupid. anyway, i could never make you proud cos my results will never ever please you. its never good enough for you. NEVER good enough for you.


what do i do now? i feel like just ending it all at one shot.

fuck

4:42 PM

I'M SO HAPPY!
I'M SO HAPPY!
I'M SO HAPPY!

the reason is................. not gonna say! hehs! :D

anywayy, i've pushed my bangs to the side cos it looks flat and it alr grew LONG. so it's irritating my eyes and me. but i feel that i look better with it to the side. oh well. wait till i find another nice fringe-style :D

here's how it looks. pretty much like the boring old one. oh well i'm still happy though.



and when you looked at me, i couldnt stop smiling to myself.
like a fool, i was head over heels for you <3

10:51 PM

this week is exhausting. i've hadnt had much rest from 10 may till today. and i'm sure i'm not gonna have any rest soon. rest as in a short break.

anywayyy. F&N practical was yesterday. the results of the dishes were not bad. none were under cooked or over fried. it all turned out to be not too bad. :) i forgot to bring my time plan. but luckily i practised twice. so... the more you practise the better you become. haha. im crappy. i was at table 9. opposite charmaine. its was funny doing opp her. cos she was soooo rushy and running around. haha. and she kept burping. better still. we kept whispering to each other during the practical. hahahah. funny.

so we assembled at 10. supposed to start at 11. but too rushing so started at 1130 instead. and we were in the room till 4++

LONG&TIRING! still gotta carry our big heavy bags of plates and food back.

alright. stop crapping. pictures are below :)
this menu is PRETTTTYYY! not praising myself. but i gotta thank my sister. cos she spent the late night helping to print this menu. and installing something that takes a really long time just to print this. THANKSSSS! ILOVEYOUUUU! (althought i know you never read my blog -.-)

main course. see the menu. it's in order. :D
this. wasnt suppose to turn out like this. -.-
i like this!
hahah. best of all :D
FINALE! :D

finally i can take a short break. well. just a little. :)

O levels are coming in 12 days. how fast is that. terrible! it's speeding to us alr. OMG! i'm so running out of time :( sooo mother tongue intensive starts today. it wasnt too bad just that we were extremely tired. and slept during the lessons. for awhile only though. but we all got up and wrote our compo. that reminds me. i still got compo to do! tsk! hahaha.

RESULTS are horrible. i've flunked most of it. very very very bad.
english: 58/110
chinese: 59.5/60 (i have a mark added to it. cos the teacher counted wrongly :))
chem: 20/85
phy:14/85
geog:14/50 (2 marks added too. although its still bad)
SS: 23/50 (OMG! 2 more marks to pass!)
math: 42/100 (so freaking bad)
and f&n: i havent gotten it back yet. oh well. i hope it's a pass. =/

these results havent added in the CA1&2 marks. so i still have chances to pass. for some.

alright. i gotta do my chinese compo & f&n evaluation. cya all!

you you you you you.

8:42 PM

DAMN! my cooking screwed up just now. i started super late like at 715. then didnt prepare all the ingredients and all. thennnn there was a miscommunication going on. oh well. manage to finish trying all the dishes. but i'm definitely gonna try again tomorrow :)

yesterday i went to arrange flowers for mothers day. it's a super fun and new experience. cos first time i did it. the aunties were super cool and HIP! one was auntie Pauline. she painted her nails 10 different colours and showed it to me and su. saying something like... i *shows her nails* this kind wont bother so much. hahaa. super cute la :D next was auntie Florence. she was like you're camilla right? then the talk goes on. and she kept prounouncing my name wrongly then auntie pauline told her about prince Charles and all. then she laugh and talked about that. hahaha. super funny. and she keep saying WAH BIANG EH. soooo many times. damn hip please! overall i had such an enjoyable day making flowers from 930am to 6 plus. then cleaned up the place with su. till near 730. we both stank and were perspiring like crap. so we got the guys to help to carry the trash out. and left for dinner.

today. we sold the flowers we made after 730 mass. the flowers were soooo PRETTY! haha not praising myself la. i didnt even know which of it i made. MOST of it were made my youths. for the sydney trip next year :D

i so cant wait for that day to come man! and next up is confirmation camp. then june camp. omg! so many camps! love it man! and i think back. how come i used to dislike camps. -.-

PMS SUCKS LA! sorry for being sooo vulgar recently. alright. good night!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

seeing you is sucha sweet moment :D

11:24 PM

this is serious.

today was 2.4 run. i was kylie's counter. for how many rounds she ran. there was big confusions just now about whether she finish running. actually i forgot how many rounds she ran. but when i got home i kept thinking about how many times i met her.

SHE DID FINISH RUNNING 6 ROUNDS. and her timing was 13.SOMETHING.

i overheard the conversation just now when marinah finish running. she said she ran SEVEN rounds. so she did not run ONE round less. the only reason why marinah ran was because she didnt want you all to think she cheated.

thank you. i'm done with this part.

next.

I PASSED 2.4! i'm not gonna tell you my timing. cos i did really badly. but thats not the main point. and my stamina DID improve.

and i have WORSER results.

SS - 23/50
SCI MCQ - 14/50
PHYSICS - 5/i dont know how much
CHINESE COMPO only - 26/50

those are my fucking bad results. i dread parents meet. and i'm 100% sure that my mum is gonna meet my teacher. i just practically failed ALL of my subjects. i can feel the pressure on me. and it feels like i'm gonna break down any moment. esp during this time when it's PMS time.

i've been exceptionally grouchy/moody and super easily irritated. sorry if i've ever treated you that way. so guys. please love yourself more. cos you dont go thru this kinda damn stuff. and ARMY will only do you GOOD. so stop complaining.

f&n practical's on tuesday. and i havent even prepared. no wait. i havent even gotten any of my ingredients. GREATTTTTT. HOW GREAT.

i'm feeling damn fking grouchy now. and i havent smiled from the time kylie left my place. i can feel my eye brows going up alot. oh my gosh. i so hate O levels. why the hell is educataion so tough here?! everything needs qualification. AHHHHHH! i feel like scolding the F word now. and i'll do just that in a minute. pardon me.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAN HONG

10:24 PM

WARNING: it's a LONG LONG post. read at own will. XD

first is a hilarious story of a funny/dumb bird.

i was in macdonals with kylie yesterday. we sat there to have a talk. then there was this black bird that flew into macdonals. we both were so amazed. then it kinda walked around the place. after a while it wanted to go out of macs. so it stood on some handle for a short while. trying to find the exit. then infront was a transparent glass. so it flew straight into it. and "BOOM!" a loud thud was heard. both of us turned to see the bird. it was on the floor and still jumping. so we tried to get the bird out. but to no avail. so we got yilik into macs but he couldnt do anything because he was scared the bird would scratch him or something. then it started to fly around a few times still banging into the glass but not as hard as the first time.

thennnn there was this little superrr cute boy. his mum told him to chase the bird out by running after it. so he ran over to the tables and the bird moved somewhere then banged a few times into the glass. but then it didnt bang as hard as the first time. finally the little boy chased it out and it flew out of the door. we felt soooo happy for the poor bird. but it was kinda hilarious.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

second! HS CONSTELLATION. its the collection of all good essays. for english, chinese & malay.
the cover page.

11:11 PM

EEEEEW! i hate that heart shaped thing on my blogskin! i didnt know it was there when i saw the blogskin at home. YUCK! okay. i'm so gonna change it asap! when i get home. i'm in school now btw.

napfa's today! and tomorrow!
today's 5 items and tomorrow's 2.4km. boring!

byeeebyee!

11:48 AM

And tomorrow's the LAST paper for the mid year papers! i'm not sure if i'm happy or not. cos we cannot leave school early anymore. well i think that part's the BEST part of all exams. hahah!

BYEEEEEEE! :D

8:05 PM

my whole body's aching! hahahahaha. but i'm happy :D i'm not some saddist k.

today's sucha happy/boring/tiring/slacky/lovely/ and the list goes on..... (MUST be words that describes happy or tired feeling) day.

i still love my bangs and i dont care what you think.
if you like it then thank you. if not then i still dont care.

seems like i like these 3 words
i dont care. alot

7:37 PM

THERE YOU GO! see any difference? i bet you do, cos the difference is quite obvious. :D
same hair! haha
BANG BANG!
SUPER COOL BANGS!

camilla is SUPER cool now with SUPER cool bangs! :D:D

okay. i'm tired alr. haha. good night!

11:07 PM

apologies for the previous post. i was darn irritated :)

today was math paper 2. the paper itself wasnt difficult it's just that it needed time to think on how to do it. 1 question had many parts. so irritating. and i took ard 45mins just to do the first 3 questions. so did the 2 beside me. haha. i saw the paper.

i skipped 1 question just like most there. cos we all didnt know how to do it at all. i also skipped a few questions infront. thinking "okay i'll do it later" but then. no i didnt even have time to finish the last question i was doing before the teacher said : okay. time's up. normally i'd still have a lil bit of time to check but none this time. not even any minute to stone. and for the first time in 3 years, this is the first time such things has happened. i really gotta buck up. alright. tmr's chem. worse subject. i'll definitely fail it. oh well.

so i got a hair cut yesterday including my fringe. it's a different look. we all have different views. some like it but some dont. but i'm so pleased with my new hairdo. no wait. fringe-do if there's sucha thing?

and now people dont go : you cut you hair meh?
insteaddddd, they go: eh! you cut your hair!
:D
goodbye boring old fringe! i love my new look.

if you're excited to see how i look thennnn pictures will be up soon. if you're not thennit's alright cos i dont care :)

byeee!

4:22 PM

DAMNIT! math is so freaking difficult. so is everything else. screw math especially number patterns. and stupid science. oh how i hate O levels. why is education so damn important here?!


FUCK!
so what if im vulgar. cant blame me. blame the damn stress i have.

8:21 PM